before fire what fun was there,
what agents fueled the release
from daily strife and trial
to heal our livelong traumas
and signal the departure of care---
what sparked our smart stupor
to lighten mind, slow heart
and free spirit
before we could control fire?
did we wait for lightning to strike
the bush before we could dance
loose, raw and free
to let the smoke rise and enter
our aboriginal lung
set our primitive brains aflame
and give lift to our spirits
so the whole being of us
could rise to heaven?
were i then shaman of my tribe
would my energies be spent
promoting an absence of rain
with the coming of thunder?
and accidents of the hunt
that left my arms numb for life---
would they elevate my station
to bush man
tree warden
torch bearer
and steel my nerve for certain tasks,
to carry the smoldering log
bare handed to its proper altar,
for the sight of my coming
to signify an end of the wasting day,
bring onlookers to knees
and open palms to peace?
would the scent of my burning flesh
whet the true appetites
of my proud fathers
and womb dry mothers
and so incensed would our dear elder
not teach us to subordinate
earth and water
to wind and fire
with hope that ether would reign?
oh oh oh oh
would indeed
and as ever, always,
for even before control
yet it was even
so so so so
let the wild winds come
let the earth at this time stand dry
bring forth the flaming branch
marshal the teary eye's pain
rise glorious inferno---
unleash your wilder spirits
possess each one of us
for we are a tribe of brothers and sisters
at war always
hungry always
sick and dying always
make us senseless and noble
give us peace and cause to rest
for something so random
i pray, live and die:
let the god bolt ignite the god tree
and make a god man burn in me.